Of teeth and chikn

Parents are coming back tomorrow....thank heavens, don't need to wake up at 5 in the morning to cook breakfast and do chores no more...

On another note, finally brought the camera to school today and it happened to be the day we got our dental checkups
Had P.Acc before that....was damn near falling asleep...
So before we had our teeth checked, we decided to do our own checkup first...
Penaga students, see if you can guess these three sets.
Try to guess...X) (answers in white at the end of the post)

Lol look at Akmal...this is the end result of two periods of BM and Acc back-to-back
Oh, and because Desmond decided to make the white book his colouring book yesterday,
we got lectured...but Pn. Chong must really love our class.
Before we left, she tried to staple Zikri's pants because they were tucked out.

Guess who's (answer in white at the end of the post)

Naim passing out the green cards

Anwar staring inside with horror.

The boys stole my camera and we took a few shots for the magazine.
The Malayrican and The Mano (Dinesh I only wrote this cos you don't know my blog XD)
Berbilan kaum...lol

So when it came to my turn, I took the opportunity for a last minute brush.
It was over before I knew it, and then Fara stole my camera.

lol. another one for the mag.

Took some random shots at the emo corner today...
The cloud formations seem somewhat interesting today...spent most of rehat staring at them and teaching Desmond variations...
And check out this cloud formation:

School was tiring, got home, waited for Brian, then went out to get dinner.
Getting jelak already.

1st set of teeth - Loong Sheng
2nd - Yours truly
3rd - Desmond
Naim's butt




I'm still just running away from a fact.

-Bk-

Shyt.

The week's only just begun and I feel like crap...
Find me one person who likes waking up at 5 in the morning to cook breakfast and do chores after doing science notes the previous night till 1.

Things are beginning to pick up for Red Hot Nite
but remind me not to volunteer as OC for an event the next time its an exam year....0.o

Been studying of late these past three days with Cher Haow.
It involves studying, reading, walking, coffee, eating, more walking, and stoning.
Perfect formula to get those A's don't you think?

I should be taking more pictures....

-Bk-

This blog needs a jumpstart.

Should be taking more photos.
Should be posting up more posts with photos.
I've got to remind myself to bring out the camera with the memory card.

Aikz.

Still hating this weather and boredom at home.
Going for study group with Cher Haow and Choon Hon.

Science and Sejarah notes still not done.
Exams are coming up soon.
Better get to work.

Was bored and just checking out some songs on Youtube.
And lookie what I found





I want to learn French.
That way I can scold my friends in that beautiful language.

-Bk-

Photoshoot today.

Didn't expect them to call us for the orchestra photoshoot.
Was friggin hot today.
Stupid fakai made me run back to your class to call you.
As if the heat wasn't enough, Kath asked me to help her take pics for her Interact Club and Yellow House.
Great.
Had to wait 10 mins plus for the photographer.
They just had to pick a day where the sun was blazing hot didn't they?
Went for rehat, was enjoying my mom's special fried rice (even though eric stealing most of it)
and then I get called out for the Rumah Biru photoshoot (even though I had nothing to do with Rumah Biru....I supported Purple for crying out loud)
When the photoshoot was finally done, Eric was gone as so was 3/4 of my fried rice.

Jibai la u eric.

They cancelled our class trip to a place near templer's park today.
It was supposed to be kickass.
Was supposed to go for Ashley's BBQ today.
Couldn't make it cos of parents.
Talk about a week of dissapointments.

On a lighter note, Desmond's finally beginning to come out of his emo-shell!
Planning to work on something big with him.
My journal is finally getting justice.
Mid-terms are so near yet my brain's somehow not reacting to that fact.
I think I'll bring my camera to school tommorow.





I need a haircut.

-Bk-

An update.

Just about time for an update don't you think?

My maid ran away. -.-

I worked on Monday for a fashion event at The Gardens MidValley. (Haven't had so much fun in a long time)

My whole upper body aches.

Work's piling up.

Cuddles has to wear a cone again.

I'm on the road to prioritizing.

I wrote a piano song.

I'm going for a BBQ tommorow (there will be pics)

School's beginning to suck and get better at the same time.

Red Hot Nite's finally coming together (now I just have to execute the plan properly. No pressure huh?)

And I think, maybe, just maybe,
I'm having a hard time getting over you.





Instead of sitting in front of a clam, waiting for a pearl to form,
Instead sitting down, waiting for your phone to charge,
Instead of staring at the sky waiting for the stars to come out,
Why not just come back when its all ready?



Pure emo posts shall no longer be posted on this blog until further notice.

-Bk-

Its just words strung together.

Lately, I've been thinking.
Not thoughts which pass by fleetingly.
But instead thoughts that could make me ponder for hours on end.
Thoughts that make moments seem like minutes, and minutes seem like days.
A lot's been on my mind lately.
Too much maybe.
I used to find it difficult to string words together.
I hit a wall.

But lately, all the things I've been thinking of, things that didn't make sense before,
I understand most if of it now.
I've found the distortion in myself.

I've got to stop walking through these empty halls in my mind.
I've got to stop going nowhere fast.

I have to realize what's important before I lose it.
Before I begin to shut myself out.
I want to stay in this moment forever.
But I can't.
I want to keep waiting.
But I can't.
I just want to talk to you.
But its not totally necessary.
I want some sort of explanation, some sort of justification as to why this happened.
But I'll just have to live without it.
All I ask,
Is that you be happy.

I'll have to start picking up the pieces again.
Only this time you're not going to be around to help me.
School's going to suck on Monday.



Faith is the assurance of things we hope for and the certainty of realities that are unseen.

-Bk-

Of birthdays and piano melodies.

First and foremost,
Happy Birthday to Ming Chal!

Yesterday was a blast, hoped you enjoyed it bro.
Photos coming soon.

Gah this week was a drag.
So much work, so little time.
And there were disappointments here and there.
And now I'm aching all over thanks to sparring and gym.

This time next monday, I'll be 50 ringgit richer. XD
Working 5-hours non-stop's gonna be fun.
Especially when you have a fakai like Cher Haow with you.

I've been writing more lately.
I've been drawing more too.
I've also been playing piano more too.
Studying?
Not so much....
But I'm bucking up.
Going for youth leader's meeting later.
I gotta keep myself busy over the next few weeks.




What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up
and you're okay?

-Bk-

Vindication.

My blog was beginning to get dusty, so I thought I'd update.
Some of you readers might be wondering what the title's all about.
Some of you already know.
I'm just going to write anyway.


101 times I rerun that image in my head, over and over again, its imprinted there in my mind.
101 times I've tried to memorize those words you said to me.
101 times I've tried to figure things out on my own, even though I'm left in the dark.
101 times I've prayed for the hope that tomorrow brings.
101 times my heart was broken just trying to find some reason, some sort of justification as to why all of this is happening.
Then somewhere along the road, I realize something.
We're both from different worlds.
Which all the more kills me when I think about.
You make everything seem so simple, yet so complicated.

There's so much I want to say, but not at liberty to do so.
There's hope in everyone, you say.
You just have to look harder.
I've found it.
But right now its dangling by string.

Vindication.
Its the justification against denial.
Its what I need the most right now.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this happen again.

-Bk-

its only the 100th post.

Sorry la readers....
Even though I was on temporary hiatus coming up with materials to make this post special,
Lots of shit happened this week.
Lots.
And I was really looking forward to this weekend after a long week full of work and rushing around.
Internet is at its lowest speed today, shitload of projects to finish, school's being a b***h,
And to top that off, I went for an operation today.
I had to have something removed from my leg. (trust me you don't wanna know.)
Even though it kinda disabled my ability to walk, even though I had to run in the rain with a wounded foot, I still went.
But if there's one thing I learned its not to keep your hopes up too high.
But what the heck, just deal with it like all the other dissapointments huh?
I can't believe throughout this whole week, no matter how down things were, no matter how trying things were this week, I looked forward to today.



Guess today my hopes were up just a little too high.
Sorry readers, I promise to make my 101st special, no matter what.

-Bk-