I should be the happiest guy in the world.

But I'm not.

I can't even bear the thought of thinking of you leaving.

However,

Last night was special.

It's one of those rare moments in time where time doesn't matter.

You just want to cherish every moment.

I know initially I was complaining that I wish that it could have been more special,
But thinking about it now,
Whatever happened last night,
The events that led up to it,
I would not have had it any other way.

If that's gonna be the last time I see in a long time, I don't think my heart would be able to bear with that prospect.

Damn it.

Why are you so amazing?

I've never fallen so hard before.

What happened last night,

It just makes you're leaving so much more harder.