A different kind of pain.

Why am I finding pain where I'm not supposed to?
I'm not talking to you because we all need time from each other no?
If we're going to make this friendship ever work again,
You have to understand what I'm going through.
And I have to understand what you're going through.



I'm sorry.



I know that doesn't help make me any less of an asshole towards you,
but I hope somehow you'll forgive me.
And I'm not faking about anything.
I never was.
Whatever we had, special or not, I actually wanted it to grow, but it didn't.
That's something regrettable.

I hope you understand.