Fight for it.

Stringing these words together wasn't easy, so stick with me on this one okay?

Inspiration's hard to come by these days,
what with the economic downturn making everyone run around in dismay.
I remember there was a time when it just came to me,
like it had been there all the time right inside of me.

But this well's run dry,
waiting for some sort of revival not to pass it by.
I also remember a time,
when I could make almost anything rhyme.

But now all I feel is emptiness,
and no type of distraction can fill this hollowness.
All my life I've been searching,
at some points it felt like all my dreams were merging,
coming true.

But they all turned out to be hard-learned lessons,
trying teach me that what I searched for endlessly only existed in legends.
But I refuse to believe what I hear and see anymore,
Because if I've been searching so long for this elusive person,
maybe I can just wait a little while more.

Because its always darkest before dawn.

Now I can keep myself busy.

Went out with my old friend, Julianna and some of her college friends today to watch 17 again.
I thought it was a chick flick, but damn was it funny.
Lol Julianna was gawking at Zac Efron's body the entire movie.
Haven't really hung out with her in like....4-6years?
It was fun getting to know her again.
Ate at BBQ plaza today...always wanted to go there.
It was......interesting for lack of a better word.


On another note, I'm going to keep myself busy for the next few weeks with this awesome piano piece I found from Yiruma called What Beautiful Stars, I'm going to finish my Seni project, I'm going to complete my holiday homework, I'm going to update all my notebooks, and I'm going to start working out again.
All this for what?
To keep my mind off playing addictive online games.





I've got to throw it all away and start over.

-Bk-

Enjoy it while it lasts...

*Blows dust off blog*

Haven't updated in quite a while have I?
Holidays has been pretty fun and boring at the same time.
Red Hot Nite was awesome! (even though I could hardly see most of the time)
And that's about it for my holidays so far.
Something just hit me hard.
This is our last long holidays before the REAL exams start...shit.
I was reading the newspaper the other day where there was an article talking about abolishing exams like PMR, SPM, STPM and such.
:D
Too bad that's more a fantasy than reality.
Well, no more procrastinating for me!
Starting to study and work out starting tomorrow.
Man this is going to be tough.

-Bk-

And so it begins.

Holidays have already begun.
Number of productive things I've done at home, 0.
Thanks to a few friends and my bro, I'm now hooked on Restaurant City on Facebook.
Great.
Red Hot Nite's happening this Saturday.
Counting on you guys to make it happen. XD

Been pretty weird lately.
Some things have got me wondering, whether the desicions I made in the past were good or bad.
Wondering how the desicions I made in the past affect the outcome of the present.
Stupid Terminator Salvation and its confusing time travel...
Crap.
I've never been more confused in my life.
Bah I'll figure it out somehow.
Sooner or later, I always do.

-Bk-