Our final year in school.

0.0
....
School's started.
Things have changed...

let's see...for instance:

1. I'm actually trying hard to finish up my homework on time
2. I'm actually starting on my projects (which are due on march mind you)
3. I'm the head of English for my class (not that it matters... :P)

I think that's about it for now, I've only had two days of school this year...
Nothing much has changed other than that,
same old Cina boy gang, CUC and whatnot, and I think almost everyone, almost,
is sitting in the positions they sat in last year...
weird.






(still thinking of you. :)

School's on monday....

Seems like just yesterday I started my holidays....
seems like just yesterday the holiday in Perth I soooo looked forward to turned out to be a nightmare.
Seems like just yesterday, meeting you at camp made up for everything. :)
You turned my messed-up sad excuse for a holiday into one of the most memorable days of my life.

And now school's starting soon.
The reality of SPM has only just begun.
But despite everything that's gonna be coming crashing down on me soon...
Things like school projects, tuitions, homework, everything...
I'll be getting through all of them with a little help from above and the thought of you.

:)

Its you.

The next few lines, are all dedicated to you.
And how you just made life all the more worth living.
I don't think I can ever stop thanking you.
Marcella :)



"Ask, and you will receive,"
I've always been asking.

"...seek and you shall find,"
I've always been searching.

"...knock and the door shall be opened to you."
I've never stopped knocking.

Then I found you.
The single thing that made my entire holiday feel special.

Ever since I met you, I couldn't get enough of you.
Your smile, your laugh, your face,
everything about you seemed so perfect.

You make me feel whole again.
For once in my life, things began to seem like they made some sense.
All this while,
the only thing I was able to do was pick up the pieces.
Pieces of my constantly broken heart.
So my heart decided it was done being broken.
It put on armor of some sort.
To prevent broken-heartedness.

But then you came along.

And you stripped that all away.





I love you.






Never before have I been so sure of something.
No matter how far you are,
no matter how long we're away from each other,
I won't stop feeling this way about you.

Yea, I'm still coping with the fact that you're not coming back for a while.





But I'm rejoicing in that fact that you will come back.



I miss you.

The year in review. Whilst looking forward to the new year.

Looking back, its been a pretty eventful year.
I got into poker,


joined a band,

left a band,

joined another band,

stuck with that band,

got a gig,

got another gig coming up,

got drunk for the first time,

made lotsa new friends,

went clubbing for the first time,

I fell deeply for someone,

I learned a lot of things basically.

I can't wait to see what 09 has in store for me.
And I can't wait to spend it with you.
:)



(updates coming soon on new year's eve party with friends)