Poem.

Bright light, o bright light,
you once shone great,
without even using an ounce of your might.

But where have you gone, bright light o bright light?

Leaving behind darkness,
enveloped in emptiness,
Filling up my heart.

But why'd you go, bright light o bright light?

Without you I couldn't see,
what was becoming of me,
so I tripped and fell,
losing sight,
of what was right.

And then it began to rain,
but there was no water.
I began to feel pain,
but there was no answer from any doctor.
I wasn't seen,
nor was I heard.

So I made a choice, bright light o bright light.

To try to change, wait, and see,
what would become of me.
To stay impervious to nihilism and loneliness,
and await the death of this darkness.
To wait for you to shine again,
bright light o bright light.

Because its always darkest before dawn.







so this is what its like to wear a mask.

Of scaling roofs and flat tires.

I really have to charge my camera.
Went out with Brian the other day to go pick up Basil from tuition.
And on the way back, we hit a flat tire.
And like the good co-pilot I was, I helped him change the tire.
Other than that, it was a pretty uneventful day...
Except for the fact that my parents' room was somehow locked, and me and my maid had to climb in through the front roof to unlock the door.
(Don't ask why it was locked in the first place.)

Was pretty boring today, slept early last night.
Slept through most of the day....
Still haven't charged my camera....
And then I watched not one, but TWO Indiana Jones movies...
So much fun.....

anyways, yea that's all I got. Till the next post.

The test is over, the article's in.

The IACS New South Wales English test was no joke.
You can die standing. Literally.
Most of the questions' answers all seemed correct.
Thank you God for the standard of english in our schools....
thankyouthankyouthankyou.....
*fingers crossed*
hope I pass.

Had ceramah today in the hall about B.M. and how to score on the subject.
Was very the good, if you overlook the constant shushes and the dictator-like speaker.
I'm most probably going to their seminar this coming Sunday.
Going to have to break it to the leaders...
Oh yeah, the article got in!
Pn. Paramjeet didn't say she was impressed (dammit) but she said it was very good.
Just had a few minor errors to correct.
But she said its definitely going in.
I have you two, Cher Haow and Choon Hon to thank.
If it wasn't for stoning in Starbucks, eating hawker food in neighbourhood, and potting balls in the snooker center (cough cough) this article would have probably still have been in progress.

Had back to back classes today after school, piano and mod maths tuition.
Soooo tired....well not THAT tired...but still tired.
On a random note, I think we're getting a new art teacher.

Its about damn time.








Give me a sign.

First time for everything.

I'm writing an article for the school magazine!
Or at least...I'm going to submit one...*fingers crossed* hope it gets through.

So I've been thinking a lot...this entire week, about what to write for that article.
A lot's influenced me this entire week.
I saw a few things this week I hope to never see again.
I saw a few things that I wished I could see more of.

Maybe one of the reasons I haven't been able to write so much lately, is because I was going to write something good.
I lost my source of inspiration to write quite some time back.
I don't think I've found it again,
but at least its getting me through this tough one.

Hope it gets through.